Betty Bleen's Poem - 俄亥俄新聞OHIO CHINESE/TAIWANESE AMERICAN NEWS

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THE LAST TREE OF FALL

10/14/2018

At a fork in the road you catch my eye,
a straggler,
magnificent in saffron.

All the trees around you fail to compare.
Already, they have been stripped bare,
their knotty limbs like skeleton fingers
grasping at the air.

I cannot help but stare,
for you are wondrous in your simplicity.
The sinking sun casts you in crimson rays
and you shimmer,
aflame.

A late bloomer, you have come of age.
Once a mere tree, you have been transformed.
You are beautiful.
Divine.

© Betty Bleen
www.toocutetoboop.com

WHAT TO KEEP AND WHAT NOT

10/1/2018

I've gotten used to the white dishes with the tiny blue flowers
in the kitchen cupboard and I'm okay with the cast iron skillet
of which she's surely cooked thousands of meals. It's broken-in
and we both know, cast iron skillets like that are hard to find.

The chandelier in the living room still casts light as brightly as
when her hands polished it. On each end of the fireplace mantle
her pillar candles with ribbon bands still cozy up to two busts of
Victorian ladies with real feathers in their hat.

It doesn't bother me anymore that photo of her as a young girl
or the one of her sitting on the couch surrounded by all the dolls
she and you collected. I hardly notice them tucked away as they
are in a corner on that small antique table that you say she loved.

I've gotten used to all the paintings she did that hang on every
living room wall. I've even grown fond of the one in our bedroom
of the ballerina at her vanity and being a cat lover all those paintings
showcasing various cats that you and she have had over the years.

My clothes occupy the same space in the dresser as did hers and
hang in the closet on hangers she must have used as well. And I can't
help but wonder if she ever slid open the closet door, as I do, to
retrieve one of your old long-sleeved white shirts to wear to bed.

It took me a few years, but I finally asserted myself and asked you
to pack away those porcelain tragedy masks that she hung on every
kitchen wall and in the hall because I couldn't bear the blank eyes
that seemed to stare and follow me from room to room.

If only I could get you to toss those old check registers that bear her
handwriting, those weathered greeting cards from friends and
acquaintances I will never know, the ragged pot holders and dish
towels and countless other things that you hold onto from the past.

I can't wait for you to box up all these things, give them away to your
family or the thrift store. And I dream of the day when you finally
remove those dry-rotted flowers in that pink vase on a table in the
basement that have been there since her death, going on fifteen years.

Betty Bleen © 2018
www.toocutetoboop.com

What Matters

10/1/2018

Early September
and the leaves are falling.
They crunch beneath my feet
as I walk the dogs through the park.
Scattered on the lawn
they've become brown and brittle,
fragile as my heart.
Soon they will be trampled and forgotten,
as if their existence in nature
never mattered,
as if life never coursed through their veins,
with no thought, as to how they played
in the scheme of things.
Too often we forget,
little things that once mattered,
hearts,
leaves…
it's all the same thing.

© Betty Bleen
www.toocutetoboop.com